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February 7, 2014

On Being Unassuming


My feelings have been a mixed bag as of late. Mostly in relation to art and photography and cinematography and the kind of person I want to be and the kind of person I am at this exact moment and the list goes on. The Secret Life of Walter Mitty has been on my mind constantly since I saw it the first time. It has since claimed its spot at the top of my list. Yes, I am the most indecisive person I know when picking favorite 'somethings' and there. I said it. My favorite movie.

It earned that spot in a lot of ways. The cinematography is beautiful. Visual imagery like that is my language. I may not be very good at Spanish, but I can communicate with cinematography. And I want to. That is what I want to do, career-wise. But there are a lot of other reasons I think it is beautiful. The music, the acting, etc. I think it's a beautiful thing when someone is so passionate about a project and a message that they are completely immersed within it—I find all the ways that this was  "a Ben Stiller" film to be inspiring. It's a magical thing when you can find someone that believes in something so completely in this wishy-washy world.

But more than anything I love it because of Walter Mitty himself. He is truly the definition of an unassuming hero. Those people are my kind of people.

I'm kind of exhausted of the loud heroes. Today, there is so much going on. And it's loud. And I feel like people have become loud. People are loud and they want attention and they want praise and they want credit and they want instant gratification and the want recognition and they want popularity and they want to be trendy and they want to feel better than other people. And that's what's glorified and encouraged. That is considered success today. It's exhausting. And that's not the kind of person I want to be.

Walter Mitty is an unassuming hero. 

Unassuming: not pretentious or arrogant, modest

Synonyms: modest, humble, meek, reserved, unobtrusive, low-key, unpretentious, ingenuous

Dear world, what is so wrong with being humble? Why does everyone need to be proud and loud and the world's definition of 'important'?

I really believe that the best recipe for success is found in that quote in the picture. Maybe the loud ones will get the credit or the attention or the praise today, but I believe that the sincere, kind, diligent ones will be happy. Because they are true to themselves even when the world says that they are no recipe for success. 

I think the words of a dear friend work well in explaining that being a Walter Mitty in a world of "Ted Hendricks" (played by Adam Scott those of you who have seen the movie) is beautiful and important: [the loud heroes] "are like running around with sparklers on the fourth of july, screaming with delight and loving every second of the bright light. But then after 30 seconds, the sparkler's life is over and the beauty is gone. But [Walter Mitty] is this light bulb. Reliable, reasonable, obvious, consistent, long lasting, and your beauty is different."

Notice that I'm referring to this type of person as the unassuming hero. Because they are heroes, just the same. I believe that If you aspire to be unassuming even after growing up in this loud, attention seeking world, you are my people.

January 3, 2014

2014



2013 kind of hung me out to dry. Especially the last few months. But I'm also grateful for 2013. I know the kind of person I want to be—that's not to say I'm always perfect at executing those ideals, but I know what I'm working towards. 

2014, I'm expecting big things from you. I'm trying to dream bigger and work harder. I'm trying to treat my body more kindly (hello, gym...) and get more sleep. I'm trying to be better at time management so I can be better at fun. But most importantly I'm trying to be more gentle with myself. And others. Things are rarely as black and white as I sometimes convince myself they are.

The night my sisters and I flew back to NJ for Christmas break, we were at Liz's apartment eating dinner—I started laughing so hard at my own joke that I choked on my burrito. Clearly I am the epitome of grace. But my point is, be gentle with yourself. Give yourself a little credit. You are awesome. In this case, you are funny. And it's okay to think so, even if your sisters didn't at the moment (haha). You are amazing. No, not you in a year, or you in 10, or you when you get that job offer, or you when you graduate. You are awesome today. It doesn't matter what your snarky professor tells you, or what your leaders (bless their hearts) say. What you say and think is the important thing. You are amazing! That's not to say that there isn't room for improvement—obviously there always is. But, where you are, right now, at this exact moment, is pretty amazing. That's what I would tell 2013 Lauren. And I'd give her a hug too. 

Anyway, in 2014 I'm going to try and make a difference, hence I Was Here. Also Beyoncé. That is all.



P.S. I just thought of The Help. I guess what I'm trying to say is, "You is smart, you is kind, you is important." Also, you is funny.

December 17, 2013

ACCEPTED

I got my letter of acceptance today from the Visual Arts Department here at BYU. You're looking at the newest member of the photography program!! I've worked so hard and had this as a goal since mid-high school and I DID IT. I could not be happier at the moment. I'm feeling a weird mix of satisfaction and excitement—I accomplished a huge goal of mine today! I feel like I can conquer the world.

This blog post is also probably inspired by too many Buzzfeed distractions when I should be studying for finals, which in fact, I finished today—right before I got my letter.

I thought these GIFs could express my emotions a lot more accurately than words. Enjoy.
SOURCES: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15



October 5, 2013

Name That Movie


Sometimes (every week) my 2D Design homework is really difficult, so I turn on this movie to keep me company in the background.


February 11, 2013

10 Most Significant


As part of an application I was reading over the other day, one of the major points was a 10 Most Significant list, defined as "a list of 10 films, television programs, books (other than the scriptures), web sites, music, plays, or video games you have read, viewed, or experienced" and why they were significant, remarkable, or noteworthy to you.

Whoa. Whoa. Can you even comprehend that? The idea of this is so awesome.

I love that the application wants to know you by asking you about what you love; what inspires you; what has influenced you so meaningfully that you would number it in a list of only ten items of the millions and millions of things that have ever been created, dreamt, or imagined.

That. Is. amazing. And it's something I'm not sure I've been able to wrap my head around yet...

What's your 10 Most Significant list?

January 8, 2013

i took the plunge!

I loved my old design, but it was time for a change. The beige and teal were a little dated for me.

I'll always remember the summer day in 2011 when my sister Emily helped me start my own little blog. I had had the perfect idea for a header: I ran upstairs and got my bed sheet (the teal) and a new lace dress I had just bought. It was a month after I got my instax camera, so those little photos lined up at the top were some of the only ones I had taken yet. And go for the gusto was born.

(Ignore me. I'm being overly sentimental)


This new design feels a lot more sleek! But please forgive me if the switch-over is a little wonky. I tried to learn coding the best I could (It's like another language) and for some reason, some of the pictures are justified weirdly, etc. And I'm trying to figure out a better way to tag things/edit and delete tags. 

Hey! Don't laugh too hard at the "tags" section of the archive! It was two years ago, okay! ;)

So, a few things are still getting in order, but voila!